Since last year was a HUGE success in getting the hang of writing, I decided to balance out my stats with relearning and reviewing the other subjects I had, even my old faves like science and music and art uhh, y e a h. After customizing my laptop and tablet for who-knows-how-many-times now, My laptop is all-in-one now. From a gaming center to a music producing machine, using it to bedrot on fake chats, movies, writing fanfics and now I can finally learn things here that doesnt ust have to do with writing, kpop or metal newsletters! Heck, I even set up an RSS feed for educational lessons! Although I'm decent enough at english and filipino subject, like I really need to keep up on other subjects because I'm starting to forget some stuff especially in science, like, the goofy common stuff. I'm no scientist and I have no plans to invent a buncha chemicals, but like, it's so cool to know.

Then I went in to like try and research ebooks, because I'm not feeling the mood to purchase textbooks right now... and like, so far I keep getting recommended the more complex goofy ahh university slop. Like no offense, but, like, I'm sticking to k-12 stuff! And even when I did eventually find k-12 slop, they were FRIGGING LOCKED BEHIND A SIGN-UP AND DRM APP THING. LIKE YOU NEEDED TO USE THEIR APP SO YOU CAN ACCESS INFORMATION. WHAT THE HAY. looks like for that part im sticking to youtube online lessons TT

Later on,

so like I was bored again and i just remembered back in like 5th to 6th grade in computer class, our english teacher/administrator taught about this cool Microsoft Encarta app because like, as much as I love searching stuff up online to learn things, it is very exhausting. Same with looking up certain lessons for a certain subject and since I'm very much into reading fanfics and og works (in general, BOOKS) I kinda like finding stuff on one place now than just search, delete tab, repeat, and just doomscroll but relearn old stuff.

And now I got into a rabbithole of several discontinued Microsoft educational apps back in the 90s, and like, since 90s games work very well on my laptop I am so hoping those reference books would help too! especially that I want to be less dumb and get information I'll need eventually to make my stories and fanfics accurate!

So like I AM SO EXCITED cuz they're downloading rn and like I wanna relive those few cheerful days of my childhood before high school got me depressed and like woot woot. I'm slowly learning how this homeschooling thing works, and even if it's cray cray being alone, and I'm soon learning why certain stuff are enforced, like homework and projects (yes I still hate them) it's because they needed proof that we were GAINING EXP from grinding and now just consuming to leave it out on the other ear. 

And plus I wanna balance out my stats because right now my 'history' aka ancient civilization brainrot is too high meanwhile my math skills are too low, and dont get me started on practical skills that don't involve computers, games, writing or music 😞
Like I wanna get back into basic biology again! Weird plants and animal facts! like yes i might be in denial that i am dum but the big sad does apparently make one forget things so now I gotta relearn them again because of my friggin CHILDHOOD XDDD

i think I said like so many times sorry not sorry ecks dee