HEllO 

dont need no introduction you read the subject its just me talking normally about my little guys

but i do want to share some basic information about them, probably something i should do in previous posts lol

ok so i have 100+ ocs but i only care for like, 2. Finn and Kai. theres already some information about finn in my previous blog so uhh go there too. if you want. no pressure. at all.

(hey btw the drawings are signed as JINGaLING, yes that is me, yutian is my alt name)

im gonna start of with little ol Kai. 

he's, well, just a guy i guess. i had him since like, 2019 and he still has no interesting traits. i mean i guess he likes stuff like murder mysteries and crime docs, has this morbid fascination of death (as in the science and biology stuff of it) but that's kinda it.

the story starts from his childhood to adult and i'm always going back and forth developing his character, so i guess his "main plot" age would be 17. most of the drawings i have of them are them around that age.

he also have 2 sisters, him being the middle child. he doesn't get along well with ayia, his older sister but are basically besties with lilith (he calls her lily), the little sister. i think she did appear in some drawings form my previous blog, the short blonde one. (edit: i just checked, no she did not appear on any blog, i was being delusional)

Kai's mugshot:

oh hey, here's finn and kai when they were kids. (is still a wip, idk how to design child characters lol,,) they should be around 8-9 years old here. fun fact their birthdays are only a day apart, finn being a day older than kai. they celebrate their birthdays together on one day, usually on finn's birthday. (july 31 and august 1). this will be the only time you see kai taller than finn.
just look at them, they don't even know what self inflicted inescapable horrors they will face in the future or what the pythagorean theorem is.. i wish to be a kid again :(

speaking of inescapable self inflicted horrors,,
well
i wrote a shit ton about this one so just read it in this link here!! 
tl;dr, 
this one is about kai's sentiment towards finn (and himself) when shit when roller coaster downhill while they were still dating. this was meant to be a sketch that i didnt care for a lot, but he's meant to look "sick". like he's about to throw up, he felt "guilty" of feeding off of finn's affection and attention when he knows that finn isn't mentally sound enough to provide that, he still does it anyways. (i dont mean to paint kai as the bad guy or playing victim or whatever, theres a lot of nuance that's just too much to explain eeee)

oh and the text,, lol dont read into it too much if you can even make it out,, its another one of those poem things but this one i didnt put a lot of thought into it. also im gonna come clean, most of my poems on my blog are actually about them 👉👈... i have never been in a relationship before..,,,. ouughh im a fraud....,,........................,

OK ENOUGH ABOUT KAI!!! NOW I PRESENT TO YOU, MY SON FINN!!!!

it's him! the guy ever!

sorry but he's also not a very interesting character. his creation date is about a year after kai but only as a background character. i tend to reuse and rewrite ocs i've abandoned but then also i just have a habit of keeping it as true to the original as possible- this is why he looks so plain and boring,, uoghhh anyways
finn is a hockey player, not a captain or specially good at it, he just enjoys playing it. i guess he enjoys hanging out with his friends too. (you can tell that i do not know how to write athletic extroverts)
he has an older sister, Willow whom he never really saw again after she "moved out". she left when they were on bad terms, blames himself for letting her leave before he apologizes in some way. he misses her a lot :(

here's his little mugshot

keeping a pattern here, i put their current height comparisons here too hehe (its a little outdated but i havent got my ass to draw an updated one yet). although they technically are still the same, i just draw them with a more defined silhouette now? 

just look at them, pretending that they aren't facing the inescapable- ok you get it.

i depend on you redraw but with them because that is so them (everything is so them really 
i changed the original phrase a bit to fit them a little more? yes they do depend on each other, but in a way that's really unhealthy? finn leans onto kai for support too much and kai cant do anything to help him (finn just doesnt listen to kai's advice) and uh yea (i dont know how to explain it in words gelp)

ok heres a cute wholesome drawing of them (i also had this on the last blog but cropped because i didnt like the rest of the drawing but i dont care anymore heres the full drawing) (featuring lilith)

ok thanks for reading bye (you do not remember reading this blog)