Oldest sibling

I'm 22 years old and the oldest of 6. The oldest just turned 18, th next 16, 12, 9 and just 1 years old. Being an older sister is something both hard and beautiful. I have very complicated parents and I basically raised these kids (besides the new baby ofc). Seeing them each go through their phases of life and being there every step of the way while also growing up myself. There's no one I love more in the entire world than my beautiful siblings. If I could give them everything and keep them happy and safe forever I would. Especially with the new baby brother (who was both a surprise and kick in the face to us all) I really want to give them a place of peace in their life. I'm buying my first house of my very own in August and I want to make it a place where they can hang out and have fun. I want to fill it with color and trinkets and photos and music. Maybe this is to help heal apart of the childhood stolen from me but I'm not sure. I just hope to do what I can until they no longer need me <3