i wonder if i will leave a legacy behind

its midnight.

maybe im just not thinking straight. its midnight. its okay. fuck it, here goes:

i find myself wondering if theres anything more to my life than what i have already done so far.

will i feel content in my future circumstance? will i make it? as of right now, its an unorganized fuckin mess haha; zak is clocking hours trying his best to help guide me towards a release schedule, my google calander is flooded with things to do and i have so so so many songs to release. i went from 2,000 monthly listeners to 100 in a year because i forgot about that upload button. oh well, back to square one. but this is the final time.

aj, when you make it - please give yourself a minute to take it all in. but dont stop.

knowing what you couldve been and not reaching that position is the greatest form of self harm anybody could do to themselves.

that situationship will mean nothing in the long run, but everything creatively in the short run.

youll be okay, wounds heal. see you soon.