2. Passed exams and complaining

SO, I PASSED ALL THE EXAMS AND NOW I HAVE SOME FREE TIME THAT I SPEND PLAYING SIMS 4, HAHAHA. It pisses me off that my guys makeup is falling off because of some mode. To be more precise, I put all cosmetics on transparency, and when I go into life mode, THEY ALL HAVE BLACK EYES. I decided that I would remove the shadows for all the guys. Although they added an evil look to them. Ssssuuucks. Also, my friend can't talk to me under the discord today. Sucks 2. I'll have to keep making my own characters. But I finished building a high school, it's so beautiful.

I also went with my mother (yes, exactly) to the notary, and she said THAT OUR TRANSLATION WAS INCORRECT AND NOW I HAVE TO GO THERE ON WEDNESDAY.

I really don't like doing all this, and every time I have to contact my mother and solve all these adult matters, I want to cry. Because this is an inheritance case. In mid-December, a relative of mine died and I had 2 panic attacks at his funeral. And now I often think that my other grandparents will have to leave soon, too, because they are old, they are about 75. I don't want to go to the funeral again, I don't want to stand over the coffin again and suffocate with fear. It scares me a lot. I try to distract myself by watching videos and streams, I don't allow myself to stay in silence, but I'm so tired of it. For the last 5-6 years, I've always had videos playing in the background, just to avoid thinking. When I'm alone with my thoughts, I feel sick. Even now. But sometimes I have to leave myself in silence. When I need to sleep or read something, or write something, I have to turn off all sound sources to concentrate on something, and I'm so afraid that at one point I'll get terribly scared again. It is a pity that there are not so many variations of various obscenities in the English language.

OH NO, I'M WHINING HA HA HA, NOOOOO

TAKE A LOOK AT THE SCREENSHOTS FROM THE SIMS AND THE CHARACTERS THAT I MADE WITH MY FRIEND.

NOW I'M LEAVING IN DISGRACE UNTIL NEXT SUNDAY. DON'T WORRY, I'M GOING TO EAT PIZZA NOW, WATCH THE CUTS FROM THE STREAMS, AND I'LL BE FINE.
BYYYYEEEE