boring day with rox (2.2.25)

today's song: Moving In Place - Shauna Dean Cokeland

TW: mentions of nail biting

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hello, spacehey! my name is NOT Rox, and this is my first ever blog entry...

today started like every other sunday in the history of EVER (at least in my life): getting ready for church. i was too lazy to get out of bed to pick out my clothes, so i had my sister do it for me. it was an average service, but at least my notes were very pretty!

my nails are bitten down and bleeding, to the point where doing most things is painful. i continued to chew on them for all of service, and any time i wasnt eating. i blame it on anxiety, but it might as well be my fault. the majority of my day has been wasted away by my family, with games i dont want to play, but i had no choice but to participate, even if it meant stretching my time even further... (another typical sunday occurrence)

while eating i stained one of my favorite white novelty shirts, a gift from a friend. after scrubbing and soaking and soaking and scrubbing, i was able to get the stain out, but the act of staining it left a really bad taste in my mouth, made the day worse than it already was.

to end the day i finished up some work do at 11:59 pm (i'm a top tier procrastinator) and waited for my lovely obsession to text me back <3 

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rock on and rox out!