first blog and transcendental determinism

first blog, tired but i invented a new metaphysical concept : there are two worlds. 

to reiterate, there are two metaphysical worlds, the first one being an illusion of our subjective thought and the second being the objective world in which we live in.

the first world, is the world you see, most importantly the world where concepts such as morality, free will and meaning exist. here you are the main subject of everything, everything exists through the optic of your conscience, therefore you have free will, because every choice presented to you seems for your conscience to have a rational answer. the only deterministic forces are explicit such as : capitalism, forcing you into buying products, the state, forcing you to abide to the conventional norms and values of a given society, class hierarchy, forcing you to stay where you are in society, and many more... but this first world is an illusion mastered by your egotistical conscience, you play in the first world, you live in the second.

the second world is the objective lens of reality. here in fact you have no free will, the most transcendental sense of the term, you will never choose anything. why? you may ask, it's simply because your life is entirely determined by an infinite amount of external forces, also determined by an infinite amount of external forces and so on... how can i prove this? well if anything happens, it will always come back to you through a butterfly effect-esque cause and consequence chain of happenance. to demonstrate we have to first outline what determinism is : it's the idea that anything and everything will always have a predictable outcome, in physics we can demonstrate this easily with for example a rolling ball, with no external forces such as friction or air, we can calculate it's speed and where it's going to stop using newton's law of motion, the system is therefore deterministic, since we could predict it's outcome before it ever happened. in philosophy, applying this to a life is much harder, since there is an infinite amount of external forces that are equally being determined. but what we can say is that everything that ever happens, will always create a link of causation, this link is unbreakable and will continue to live on forever. simply beating an eyelash will create a link of causation, but not only one link, but an infinite amount of them, pin pointing all of them is impossible through text, but for example it's neuronal, physical and mental repercussions will never cease to exist, because all of these repercussions will have later infinite repercussions that will have later repercussions, and so on and so forth. this is a ground level "proof" that i tried to conjure up, but later i'll try to create an actual logical system that could be applied to determinism. but what does this imply? it implies that your life is not under your agency, you will never do anything, morality doesn't exist, and if you try to gain free will, it's determinism you would've made you do that. but don't imagine that everything was written by the universe before it's existence, imagine it like an infinite dominos slowly getting pushed down by another infinite amount of dominos constantly, with you watching from a transcendental cuck chair that is your life.

anyways this was an idea i thought of whilst being bored at school, if you read this, give me your thoughts, i'm curious to know your opinions on this theory.