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i feel empty for no reason

SOME ppl who live alone tend to feel isolated and suffer from depression, maybe bc they talk less in a day, which leads to having an extremely loud and noisy mind? i realized this today, even though i'm not alone. i didn't smile all day, even though there wasn't a major problem. is it normal to mourn something i've never had? is it normal to feel sad about something i've never known?


i guess i just didn't get a good night's sleep.


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twinklelore

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i know this is an older post… but some thoughts stay timeless. that part about mourning something you’ve never had, it quietly echoed something in me. sometimes, it feels like we miss pieces of a life we were meant to feel but never got to. even in calm moments, the mind can get loud. and somehow, your words captured that silence so well. just wanted to say, this still holds weight, even now.


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hey i feel u, im a neet atm and i do nothing but play video games all day. i tend to be self destructive (no self harm, but lacking hygiene and bad diet stuff lol), thanks to my girlfriend i atleast get some kind of grip.

i know how you feel, worst thing is, i have adhd and when people hang out with me (which is rare) they always see me as jolly and hyperactive, but as soon as im alone i literally fall into this pit. i also feel like lifes been on autopilot for a while, did some dramatic changes, deleted social media and stuff, changed to a flipphone, still playing games yea but hey, its my hobby

also picked up camping and mountain biking. i feel better ever since i live like this, im not saying that this is the key to happiness, i still feel empty, just less

if you need someone to talk to id be happy to talk =D


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it’s strange how emptiness sometimes feels heavier than actual pain. i think we expect life to be full of purpose all the time, but maybe it’s okay if it’s not. it's so cool u have a flip phone i rlly wanted one, it's giving 2000's^^

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