Kibby

My cat died on my birthday friday.  I'm pretty devastated because he was like my whole life and the first cat that was like my cat not like my partners cat or like my families.  He died in the same way as my partners cat Lynx, who was the first cat I ever loved and made me like cats.  Both very young.  Both heart attacks.  It's so hard to process.  If I was a spiritual person I'd say I'd have angered some god.