Hey y'all, Cris here (or Chedda, or 結晶猫). Last time I made a blogpost, I had made a comment about what I wanted to do after A MINDLESS SOUL in which I said I wanted to explore a ton more genres. Because of that, I've started work on a project that I hope to release alongside or shortly after AMS.

Act 1 - What Happens After AMS (Update)

The project currently doesn't have a name but the idea of it is quite simple:

• 7 Tracks (probably more or less)
• Each track will be made under a different alias, in the style of a compilation tape.
• All tracks inspired by either Bossa Nova, Jazz, Latin or Vaporwave

The only track that's been made right now is "Tape Intro" and it's being made under the name "Solana Nahc" which is the name of a self-insert I had in a YouTube show called Tay & Andrew (rest in peace), only got two appearances but I did get to voice act a character (twice).

I have ideas for two tracks, one being Vaporwave-inspired made under the InfiniteCris name & the other made under the 'The Wild Deck' name, a band I once founded back in 2022 and quietly disbanded maybe a few months later. I used this alias name because I wanted it to feature one of the band's members, Suz. She once came to me with the idea of using one of her poems for a project and now I feel like this could be it, I haven't talked to her about it yet.

Now, since I am working on two projects at once, hopefully this doesn't affect AMS too much. I don't exactly expect it to but hopefully I don't focus on one over the other and one becomes shelved while the other gets released.

And now, onto the other stuff.

Act 2 - Life & Other Stuff (aka More)

Lately, I've been worried that I'll never be able to prove myself as a producer and I'll never be worthy of people's attention, which I blame for not being able to work with certain people who are way more known, have fans, etc. But hey, nothing comes from whining so I'm just gonna stop talking about the issue. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe it's just the way I am.

Another thing is how I've found myself having both Producer's Block & Writer's Block and either it's led me to be unmotivated in my work or the reason for it is being unmotivated (maybe it's both), I haven't been able to make anything good and any lyric ideas I have come every once in a while. I owe people either beats, verses or any other things and I have yet to fulfill any requests. I'm getting to them, it just may take a bit.

I feel like I might just take a step back from making my music personal after AMS because I feel like making my issues known isn't really a good thing (even though that's what I'm doing right now, making my issues known). Especially in BRKN PPL BRK PPL, that song is so emotionally charged and it's about some girl, somebody that I used to know (Gotye reference lol). I'm not gonna relay too much info but she was someone I kinda looked up to, someone who was always there for me whenever I needed it, and now she's out of my life. While we're on the topic, that song is supposed to have a feature and I don't know how to write her into the song, I want her to sing on the song but I don't know what she'd sing about and I don't know if she'd want to write her own lyrics (I'm not sure if she'd be able to do the song considering the fact that's one of the girl's friends, she prob' don't even know about what happened between me and her (if she can't do it, then that's fine)).

Anyways, enough of that, I gotta sleep. There's more I would like to talk about, but we'll do that another time.