sometimes i feel like a loser in disguise

it's so weird how one moment i'll be doing my usual degenerate activities like reading fanfics on tumblr and the next i'm like "oh look at that it's time to cheer practice!" where i go hangout with a bunch of popular normal people and nobody knows

like we'll ask how each of our days have been and they start talking abt "oh i went to work" "i studied" yk normal things and then how tf do i say i to them "oh i was gooning to daisuke from mouthwashing!" or "i was playing roblox for 4 hours straight!" like brah what

but idk im starting to think that with my pink hair and openly scene style that they've probably known for a while...