The Millennial melancholy...

As I am on this last 2 weeks of my 33 years, I am looking back with deep sadness and regret for this new decade of my life. I promised myself to live this decade to the fullest, since I couldn't do it in my 20's, but looking back, I have done nothing about it.

Don't know if it's trauma (mixed with depression), but somehow, I can re-connect with what brought passion and joy to my life anymore, few things excite me and watching society crumble more every week makes me think if this life it's worht it...

Then I look at my beautiful furbabies and I find that spark of joy and will to live again. 

I really hope I can fullfil my goals on this new solar return that comes ahead me...

Have you ever felt like this on weeks before your birthday? Is this part of the millennial colective sadness?

Sorry for making my first blog entry so depressive but, well, I am also on my moon days, so oder so. Maybe the next one will be a happier one?