so liek . work ??

so bc skool iz evil and dumbdumbstupid im stuck doing mandatory therapy with tha hospital partnered w tha school which iz liek . really fucking dumb itz been over a year since my dad panicked at tha mere thought of the fact that i do nawt enjoy living anymore--a situation that iz hiz own fault, that he haz nawt taken actual stepz 2 change--so idk y i even hav 2 do thiz anymore . but swagever nawt tha point .

tha point iz i am nawt finishing highskool, bottom line . they physically cant make me and im dead so i stopped gaf agez ago . thank god, tha new counselor lady im stuck w can see rhat, and iznt going on tha route of pushing me thru hs like everypony elze .

tha unfortunate downside iz apparently 2 liek ,,,,,, keep ur body kicking u need thiz thang called a jobbbbb and itt soundz boringggg ,,,, and normally . i would b aaaaall over quitting tha fuck outta that bc i think it qould kill me again and worse an d possible irrecoverably and id rather enjoy my body finally givin out than suffer thru it miserably 2 b a cog of capitalizm .

BUT !!!!!!

i have girlfriend .

which meanz i simply can nawt give up, no matter how fun it would b . i cant evr give up bc she needz 2 live and i love her . so i will prolly b looking in2 getting one of theze "jobz" soon .

may god have mercy on my body . real tho itll b retail so ill prolly b fine .

ok love u byebye .