everything

my school dropped me 

i guess i am going to do online because they were sick of my shit, i just wanna get this done. i will graduate in 6 months if i do everything i need to do online that’s my main goal. ive been down and i’ve felt so much anger these past days it’s hard to even participate with everyone. i am exited about that party, everyone going will be 21 so it might be a little weird for a bit and none of my friends want to go with me. with hurts worse dropping on the 4th im very exited but those lyrics in the new song hit like none of their songs have before. i love hurts worse so much, small artists are so amazing. biggest flex they follow me back on instagram and we text sometimes.. anyways im not sure if ill have a valentines this year, maybe ill meet someone but my hopes aren’t very high lol i need to get out there more. i wish i never interacted with spacehey tbh and i wish i was clueless about my last relationship instead of the stuff i found out. i don’t believe it’s true but it probably is, it’s in the past now. i just hold the memories it gave me, forever grateful. my dreams have still been weird as ever, it hurts my brain when i wake up because it’s like i have 2 lives. one when im sleeping and one when im awake it’s super weird it’s like im in another universe, i wish i could explain it to someone better. my car is fixed im very happy, i love my car so much i basically live in it and play music all day. disaster report 4 is such a good game ive been locked in on it and im on stage 5 i think its so difficult but my character has red hair and she’s so cute. i hope everyone has a good february (no way) and i will update on the 8th. 

what a waste - hurts worse