emptiness 2

i can't stop talking about how empty i feel. how without purpose my being has. there's no plan for me anymore. cursed books. supplied me with new perspectives. bad perspectives. ive been but brainwashed. printed materials offered me a new world to live in. shall i go to those worlds? i want to. i need to. but how? i think you know. because i know... oh i definitely know a way. shall i do it? yes or no? pick for me stranger. whoever you are... so long.