emptiness

first blog here... it's almost 2:30 am and im still awake. heart's beating so fast, for i drank a mixture of coffee and coke. stupid. i know. can't pull myself from the dreadful scrolling app and my newly acquired taste in anything futuristic like frutiger aero and cyberpunk. something about them reminds me of a place ive always wanted to go to. an escape from this reality perhaps? maybe, maybe not. sleepless nights ever since... severe longing of an escape, or maybe an outlet of confused and unsaid emotions. whichever works best. can't think of words to say anymore. so long.