THAT MF-oh and Ao3

HI EVERYBODY!!!!!(still think nobody will ever read my blog but thats okay ig), today or tonight(?) cause its already 00 30 and -other than the fact that i wanted to talk about the fact tha im writing  this "blog" on my  2004 PC and is totally fucked up- i literally just had a wave of nostalgia of my (ex)bsf and i was listening to the cd-playlist tht she made me,called "songs that remind me ofyou" WORST DECISION I VE EVER MADE tf i wrong with me bruhh, now im writing this while listening to another cd, the song is called"falling away from me"by Korn,btw i also am freezing to death cause i wanted to smoke a little but i cant do it in my room :(

Also wanted to say that i discovered recently what are "coping mechanism" and i think that mine is pierce myself whenever smething goes wrong( so i did my nostril when istopped talking to my bsf) (wish i could allegate a picture), i also wanted to publish some stories about the Mauraders on Ao3 but im scared of the Ao3 writer curse but tell me what yall think please if you see this, ill try to be more active

BYYY!!!LUV YALL