strange

there is something so strange about life, something so strange about how it goes.

its hard sometimes, like how when there's an uncertain probability of something bad happening, and despite the percentage that's in your favor, the bad thing seems to happen anyways.

i guess that is the charm of life though, not knowing exactly what will happen or what you'll get in the end. its funny, growing up i was told the dangers of gambling and playing games of chance.

yet every day is a gamble, and you are expected to continue with the promise of 'if you play your cards right you might get a slightly less painful kick to the teeth'. thanks! the relief i am experiencing is immeasurable.

friends make it better though, i don't have to guess with them. at least i hope not

the cycle continues