A pompous introduction - looking for you

·:*¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨*:·Am I looking or you?·:*¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨*:· 
An introduction

Hi, Lena here. Sometimes a parasite, sometimes a girl. Broken plastic, made of delicate clay. 
I am everything and I am nothing. Limitlessly limited. Just a moth in the scattered light of a candle. 
I look for beauty in human hearts and cry when I see none, when I cut myself with naivety and wishful thoughts. Genuinely believing in the decline of empathy. 
Superficially, I adore lace and frills as much fishnets and canned badges sourced from local bands.
Getting lost in words and phrases is my lifelong passion, but I also like ethereal and gothic sounds, japanese street fashion, painting, penpalling. 
Currently trying my hardest to just be.