𝓖𝓸𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭 𝓲𝓷 𝓬𝓲𝓻𝓬𝓵𝓮𝓼

Did you ever felt like running around in circles? the endless avoiding reaching for help only becasue of your speculations? I get you, and this blog is an result because of it.

Can you count times you didn't wanted to complain with your friend about your problems only becasue you knew they had more serious ones? When someone ask you what he should do, you would probably tell him to speak up to avoid getting worse and worse, even if you won't do the same if you were him.
Why we are thinking that way?

It's starting to make me feel sick of my own feelings. I started to shut out myself from others, continue to live from one day to another, keeping my mind somwhere else - in my own world, with fulfilled desires and dreams where everyone is kind and happy, painted in bright colors. 

I don't even miss my friends anymore, my mind is occupied with daydream, worry, and sickness - the more time you spend in this unrealistic space, the more you see how miserable and imperfect you are - how much of a human you are.

Why so many of us feel that way? Why our own lives are running away from us? Opportunities and hapiness are coming along the way but we are too focused on imperfections to even notice - focused on humanity we somehow hate.

The easiest way to stop thinking about those unavoidable things is to stop carrying. But be honest, how many of us can do that?
Probably, if we only start to communicate with each other properly - everything would be fine

That's so stupid.