uhhhhhh random stuff i wrote a long long time ago that kinda makes me cringe

Wilting down my resolve for a hope of finding you in my sights, seeing glimpses of you only getting farther and farther. I run and track, and hide, crawl and drag myself to find a shot. 

Until I found you stuck in a tree by your antlers shaking for naught. I had caught you, I did I wept with joy in the willowed wisps of rain. I had my shot you were in my sight and I pulled my trigger with sweet delight. 

How you were the prettiest trophy in my wall, stood around my fireplace maybe 10-15 feet tall I grinned with a cheer a beer down until it drips from my chin. Awoke late had I my slumber drips with the alcohol on my slacked jaw and found your trophy had gone and was left  with no words no cause. 

I hear hooves clicking and a I look outside and found you dead no. wait, alive. you were vigilant fast and cunning had it not been your shedding season I would have never caught up to your running. I think and stride and think and think, never should it have been in my wall. I cried and cried out to it its buck tail swings up and down with its hopping and fall. 

That deer was never mine. No not at all.