all day everyday

I've been so bored lately with my life, but I also feel that comes with happiness. I'm so content it's nauseating, my life going so well it makes me sit bored with myself. When I'm bored and rotting, I like to think of the people I hate, and how annoying they are, and then I go and drink water or something of the sort. Ever since I was a child, I've wanted the world to be completely different, I still ask for it everyday, I don't know who, but I cordially ask for whimsy, and blog sites like this. If all my wishes were to be granted I guess I'd ask for normal grocery prices, and that feeling we all felt when we saw the sun going down as children, I miss seeing the wondrous fields of grassy hills as computer backdrops, but most importantly, I just miss the whimsy of when I was younger. It's not nostalgia, it's just comfort, and archaic idolization. 

I had a dream about it, where all technological advancement stopped in the mid-2000's. It felt so wonderful and everything felt more complete than any amount of anything. The pictures do no good for the things I cherish within my mind. The stars, and the sun, or any sort of nostalgic feeling. I hope there's a divine planet somewhere out there, ever forgiving of every person for a their non-linear flaws, of race, of sexuality, of individuality.