Do you not realize how in love with you I am?

Do you not realize how in love with you I am?

You bring inspiration into my heart. Every word I write, every thought I speak—I have never been able to express someone so deeply before. Someone who is from this world, just like me.

You are a person, but not just any person. You are a woman with dreams and desires, just as I have. A woman who cries as I do, who feels frustration, anger, and happiness just as I do. You walk the runway with a presence I can’t take my eyes off. Every step you take, I admire. And when I admire you, I admire my own ability to push myself—to love with everything I have, to see beauty not just in you, but in what you’ve awakened within me.

I have tried to hate you. But I love you because of what you’ve given me.

You’ve given me the desire to know someone completely—to love you beyond time, beyond pain, beyond reason. To want you on a level that feels cosmic, inevitable. I love you because I never thought I could utter such poetic, profound words and mean them with my entire being.

And I will love you forever because of that.

What else are we searching for, if not that feeling—the love we know we deserve? I know you search for it too.

I don’t want to find someone new—not because love is easy or effortless, because it isn’t. It’s time-consuming, it’s frustrating, it’s exhausting. But out of everyone in this world…

I want to do it with you.