There's something about fear

I don't know many deep things, about existence or life, but i know your body will do ANYTHING to get you to sleep, even if it is torture of imagination you will remember next morning, i know if you don't eat,if will get used to starve and will stop asking foor food so you have a break from the pain.

I fear no many things, but i'm a very anxious person tho, therefore mistaken by fear i know i'm alive by discomfort. 

I fear not to speak what i need to say, i fear i will regret it, so i swallow, and i say it, the pain swallows me whole, but, at least im free of my horrors.