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I no longer want to depend on a few drops to be happy or to not be true. It hurts me to know that there are people who say "you have improved" when I clearly only hide it, people believe that because you are no longer you, YOU ARE A NEW YOU. THEY DO NOT UNDERSTAND that I only do it because I am feeling bad and it saddens me to lose her, but no one will understand my guilt.
I DEPEND ON THIS SHIT
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XeolQueen
Sometimes it is complicated to live based on other things or depending on some medication, but I can tell you that although you pretend to look good, it is a huge effort even that, you strive to be well, it is tiring and exhausting I know, but despite that from you 🖤, I can not imagine what you may be going through but the simple fact that every day you get up to continue despite the shit that is life you keep trying, it's valuable, it's brave to face everything you hate, and even wanting to come here and vent is something in which, you should be proud of you, you do it at your pace, you do it well, you are doing the best you can, I don't know what you live, I don't know what you suffer because nobody knows it more than you but if you are here venting is because despite all the shit, you wanted to get the frustration out in you.
The worst thing is that the people I love look at me with disgust for consuming them and when I don't consume them but because I'm not "the one they know"
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The worst thing is that the people I love look at me with disgust for consuming them and when I don't consume them but because I'm not "the one they know"
by Vaaxs Sxaav >○<; ; Report