Got flipping poisoned

I had a nibble of my gf chapstick who I know is cheating on me actively with another person who is also my crush and friend.Also forced them into that relationship so that’s not cool.I got this terrible stomach ache we’re I couldn’t even walk gang.I know she cheated on her girlfriend for me,also uses me and I’m just a replacement for now gang.Activly tangles are legs together with out asking me,half of the time I feel uncomfortable because that’s in the band room where my teacher could see us gang.Just kinda wanted rant.