in my feelsss

being a hard core directioner has always been my personality

and i loved that era and i will always love the music and the boys

but today im just extra sad about liam, it's been a few months buts it still doesn't even feel real

i never thought id have to deal with something like this, ive never had a celebrity death hit so hard, they felt like family ya know? 

i guess i never really took anyone's death hard, besides my ex best friend? that's a whole other thing though for a whole other blog post 

ugh, just torn between listening to 1D or not. it was hard enough before because of said ex best friend but now... 

liam payne, you will always be loved