applying to college what the hell !!!

After years of avoiding college like the plague due to health reasons and other issues, I'm actually applying? It's crazy. Never thought I'd have the opportunity to genuinely go study and get a proper degree outside of the half-assed high school one I have.

Anyways I don't have many friends who are my age since I just work in an office and occasionally go to silly art classes where everyone is a tad older. And well, that isn't an issue but I feel pretty lonely. Especially considering the late-to-launch thing I have got going on. In an odd way I think I'm genuinely a bit nervous at the possible youth of everyone around me and hopefully I'm not the only idiot there who decided later to actually do something with their life.

Either way moving far from home all alone is going to be pretty nerve wracking in it's own way. I guess the best thing to do is suck it up and see how it goes?