:(

today sucks.

it was supposed to be an awesome day. but this fucking rib, it's not letting me breathe deeply enough, I feel weak and unwell.

got myself a filet mignon for dinner tonight. got that brownie scout strain. and now I can't breathe and I'm not hungry. fucking hate hate hate this. and I don't use the h-word lightly.

and now I'm freezing again. was fine until after lunch. this is the longest I've had the chills for, and the worst.

found a pain patch for my rib. now my gut is throbbing instead. I CANNOT fucking win today.

goddamn it.  :(