5 a.m.

• MOOD: insomnia
• MUSIC: avril lavigne - when you're gone

5 a.m. residents of Moscow's uptowns are waking up and going to their unloved job just to have sum money to pay their rents, buy food, school supplies for their children and a bottle of beer for themselves. there must be something to brighten up their evening after they get home. and with them, the only representative of the endangered species of himbo in Russia wakes up.

he could sleep soundly until 11 a.m., like Kesha at the best of times, then take a shower, wash up, have his favorite Maxibon ice cream, pancakes with condensed milk and tea in the form of pyramids for breakfast, and during that, watch old episodes of Dom-2 for 2006 on his Sony VAIO and checking his OpenVK or SpaceHey profiles. then he will open FL Studio, go through the drafts of projects there, change something, add something, and maybe even write a lyrics if the muse of inspiration does not break it off. if the song is ready, then the day has definitely not been lived in vain. he'll have tom yum for lunch, watch Dom-2 again, but now it's 2011 episodes, when Nadezhda Ermakova was no longer dat funny ginger girl. bitch, no. now she is a blonde diva and a lady boss responsible for casting new competitors. then he will sort out the photos on his Cybershot. what to post to the blog, what can be printed, and what should be deleted. in the evening, if the weather is good, he'll go for a walk around Moscow and listen to his favorite songs of the 2000s on headphones. he always takes two Walkmans in case one's about to die. the he'll call his mom and nana from his Motorola and tell them, as usual, that everything is fine.
and at night he'll smoke a Kiss, turn on some movie like "Goddess: How I Fell in Love", after he'll read a couple dozen pages of "Veronica Decides to Die" by Paulo Coelho, drink another cup of green tea and go to bed. in a dream he will see either how he stops at a kiosk at a bus stop and asks if any magazine with Ranetki Girls on the cover has gone on sale, or how he's once again skipping classes in KOMK to be alone with himself and Kaluga city, or how he is on the another social event, where a couple of people whom he no longer hopes to see in real life got mixed up among celebrities and other distinguished guests. he misses them terribly. but he would never tell them about it. because his pride doesn't allow it. fucking pride...