i refuse for a calendar to define me so, new year new me!

ok so long story short i have hit rock bottom. and  saying this is kinda hypocritical since i´m writing this at 1 am but i really really feel like i determined to change my unhealthy habits. 

ive mostly been struggling with binge eating, obviously ive gained a couple of pounds, luckily nothing drastic, but it´s really really affected me  mentally. this is the main thing i want to work on, alongside just making my general diet and eating habits healthier.

i also have barely been sleeping. staying up late at night for no reason at all. another thing to change.

i´ve been extremely unorginzed both academically (although i have managed to keep my grades quite high) and just mentally. 

before becoming like this i was quite literally at my peak and i really want to incorporate those habits back into my life. i am blogging this both because i need a first post (lol) and to have my intentions written in stone. anyway, ill possibly give updates on my progress. my first goal is to go a week without a binge. this might seem easy but ive really been struggiling to be more than 3 days clean, so yeah! good luck to me or something!!!!! and also feel free to add me if you want!!!! i´m a nice girl i promise