in light of the new nosferatu coming out, i decided to watch the previous 1979 adaptation and the original silent film from 1922, and i loved themmm. i ended up watching the new nosferatu twice in theaters and loved it sm both times. ive had a lot of nosferatu on the brain, evidently. i think this is some necessary context for the dreams i have had recently- the reason why i say im being haunted by nosferatu 0.0 im ofc not really being haunted, but i might as well be miss ellen herself with the dreams ive been having;
the first dream happened perhaps a month ago, and i really only remember the main highlight anymore- that being that a naked, old, wrinkly white man was sexually harassing me in some public setting lmfaoo jesus
the second dream is where the meat of the strangeness really is. first of all, its weird asl that he showed up yet again in the my subconscious, how haunting hmm...but also the dream is naturally just strange as dreams are lol. but so i remember being in some type of really nice mahogany hotel with some homies, some irl homies some fake npc dream homies, and everything is chill and everything is fun and stuff until i "go asleep" each night in the dream. i go to bed, and its at this point btw where i kinda morph into maya from pen15 for some reason, and while im in bed that same, naked ass old ass white man gets into the room all sneaky like and slowly, awkwardly, makes his way towards the bathroom adjoining the bedroom- MY bedroom. and as my maya-self lays in bed watching this guy make his slow old naked way towards the bathroom and the towels as if hes tryna take a shower, im wondering "is he creeping on me rn or am i overthinking it and hes just a lost, confused, dementia-brained old man who doesn't know whats going on and im just being too harsh? but if he isn't, and hes making me think that and yet getting off on getting away with being all nakey in my room as i assume hes innocent but rlly hes perverted, that would be so convoluted and disgustinggg" as you can see, my maya-self had quite the internal argument going on here. i have the impression that this happened for a few nights until the weirdo got bolder and i started telling my homies about it like "heyyy guys this is weird right?". at this point, me and maya from pen15 separated again into separate characters btw. idk if thats important or not but it happened and i remember it so im putting it here.
as im telling everyone my concerns though, it starts to get crazy. im telling everyone everything in a type of foyer, or lobby, attached to the hallways with our rooms, and from my room- he exits. the old man exits out of my room and into the hallway with a menacing hunch and focus in his eyes. focus on us. immediately, we all freak, and get on guard while he approaches. he advances, the panic rises, and while holding someone's hand i begin running as everyone else does. the hotel is labyrinthine, the foyer/lobby area is dark polished wood and crimson carpets and upholstery, and it is shaped in some type of octagonal shape that opens out into multiple hallways with rooms. we all dash out into these, and the naked perv runs after us as slowly as an old man in a dream can, which was still too fast because we were slow. at around this point i forget what else happened, maybe its at this point i woke up.
anyways, after these dreams i was like "what da hell" but i think that i was dreaming about nosferatu so im basically being haunted by nosferatu that shits wild. funnily about a year ago i had a dream about an old ass lady kissing me against my will and chasing me so idk what that means that im always dreaming about creepy old people 0.o perhaps i should keep a dream journal or blog and follow stuff like that.
p.s.
at first i wasn't gonna tell this part of the dream cus i thought it didn't matter but then i thought about it and i felt like it actually made it so that the dream was even More nosferatu coded- and that was the fact that in the dream (in the middle of all this happening? somehow?) i made out with this random dream npc boy. i told him he kissed weirdly lmfao but then i kissed him again anyways x.x lol its lowkeyyyy giving "you could never please me as he could" xD but yeah i kinda lived out the plot of the movie nosferatu in my dreams
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FuzzyFox
"that being that a naked, old, wrinkly white man was sexually harassing me in some public setting lmfaoo Jesus" - this really took the wildest turn oof
"had quite the internal argument going on here" - the spiral is real!
That was an interesting story, thanks for sharing! It sounds like in those dreams your theme is powerlessness. I also sometimes dream of the same person in different scenarios every now and then but most of them are pleasant dreams. And most of those are either not real or I don't even know what fictional character that could be at all. Dreams are weird lol
haha thank you and ur welcome! dreams really can be just too insaneee lmao i also have dreams with reocurring people but from from real life, and a few dream ppl too reappear- im always glad to see them lol. but yes for sure dreams like that you always feel kinda powerless. funnily enough though not my most frantic dream, just kinda an anxious one. can't believe nosferatu penetrated my consciousness like thattt XD
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