3 DRINK MINIMUM

haiiiiii, currently going thru my morning routine :p within this routine, also its newest addition, is the 3 drink minimum. with my fan on all night my ass gets DRIED OUT T_T i need to moisten up LMAO my drinks today r coffee, thai tea, & a dbl vodka cran :3 dont worry im off today & got 0 plans so day drinking it is !!! for food im gonna have a greek salad and let me tell ya im sitting here drooling over this thing so let me get 2 that rq

amazing omg, anyway im doing laundry today so im goin back n forth 2 the laundry room and i feel like every1 is staring n they prob r but i think im just self conscious abt my fit 2day!!! i got lil booty shorts, big shirt, big yellow rain jacket, n my shitty raggedy white vans :3 serving but these richie bitches in my apt complex dont know tht >:( i was switching my clothes 2 the dryer n in 1 load was like 100,000,000 pieces of whateva the fuq, it looked like someone shoveled dry leaves into the washer while it was washing T_T i took out EVERY SINGLE piece of clothing and shook it like a damn polaroid, tht got most of the leaf debris or whateva off >:( i wanna know wat it was tho ??? tht sucked but like there is still beauty in the world so i chose 2 look at tht instead

wow luv tht :) last nite i watched hellraiser again :3 tht is the horniest damn movie evvvverrrrr !!! i watched it after drinking a bottle of wine so i think i was extra receptive 2 the horniness T~T wine tends 2 have tht affect on me, tbh i fell asleep halfway thru it so at like 5 am i woke up 2 the title screen n was just a tad bit concerned LMAO i dont even remember wat time i started watching it so i hope it wasnt stuck on the title screen 4 long !!! dont wanna cause burn in on my precious crt tv >.< the nite before i got supppppeerrr high n watched the neverending story 4 the first time, omg tht was nutttts :3 this girl i rlly like reccommended it 2 me, so i may have bias but i luvvvved it !!! dunno wat im goin 2 watch tonite if anything, i dont rlly have many new dvds 2 watch, so it might b rewatching one of the 8 movies currently in my collection LOL 

i rlly need 2 rewatch tht movie, but specifically with her :3 i wanna get 2 know her :3 i think i may b obsessed :3 i wanna b the veins tht hold her blood :3 :3 :3 

OMG i just figured out what was in my clothes T_T it was a pack of cigs i accidentally left in my pocket... MY LUCKIESSSS >:( i cant believe my stupidity sumtimes LOL ill get moar im not worried but wow the pebbles in my brain r so wore they r round n just roll never making contact 4 a single thought 2 occur X_X "DAMN WHO PUT LEAVES IN THE WASH" -> "oh it was in fact me" smh

anyway idk wat this will b but i always wanted to blog, n with my journaling habit lately its become alot easier 2 write, and my rise of self confidence lately makes it easier 2 write abt myself :) the road ahead is long, but im on the road to heal regardless <3 dont give up ttyl

whats playing this second ♫: difficult - heart to gold