I FUCKING LOVE DRAWING!!!!!!

I LOVE NOT DRAWING FOR 4 MONTHS AND COMING BACK TO FIND MY SKILLS HAVE GONE TO SHIT!!!! I LOVE HAVING THAT SUDDEN REALIZATION THAT IM ACTUALLY PROUD OF MY OWN ART FOR ONCE!!! I LOVE COMPARING MYSELF TO ARTISTS WHO HAVE BEEN DRAWING FOR SEVERAL YEARS AND HAVE TEN TIMES AS MUCH EXPERIENCE AS I DO!!! I LOVE HAVING THE ABILITY TO DRAW MYSELF A SELF INSERT FOR ANY FANDOM I CAN IMAGINE!!!!! IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME???? YES!!!!!!!!