I LOST MY RINGG

MY MOM JUST THREW AWAY THE RING IVE BEEN WEARING EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR MORE THAN 2 YEARS NOW. i understand that i shouldnt feel so sentimental over a simple band ring that i found on the school floors 2 years ago, but the fact that i found it during a completely different time in my life makes it special to me and now its gone. and not only that, i fidget with it all the time and now that its gone i dont know what to do with my hands anymore. im not angry at my mom and i understand that i was bound to lose it anyway, but it still hurts. ive been wearing it for so long you can see its imprint on my finger. i dont want to get a new ring, nothing feels the same. it was an old ring when i found it, practically a piece of scrap metal. it couldve been apart of a machine or something and i wouldve been none the wiser. it really was just a metal band around my finger. not a hint of design on it. but doesnt that make it more authentic? like its a part of me. i dont know who to tell since im sure no one else cares, so im saying it here.