hand to arm, arm to you

I wish you’d smile at me like I know you can

I know you shouldn’t

but you can’t blame a boy for hoping 

If it means anything to you

I shout and cry on top of mountains in my mind

Like the ones you grew up on

I spill my guts in imaginary parking lots

While I struggle to speak here on earth

Cause I only deal in dramatics 

I’m getting choked up

Cause I only speak of theoretics with theatrics

If I could put on a show

Scream all that’s on my mind

until my lungs fill with familiar blood

Perhaps I’d get my point across 

Unfortunately I’m all and nothing 

I’m stuck dreaming of something 

As I consider that you’re bluffing