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i have no idea if this is gonna make any sense but i rlly just want to type my thoughts and hope that itll start making sense as i go... you know when you listen to music, and u arent going to feel this type of feeling with any other type of music? like this specific song just hits so good that you just feel so otherwordly and you feel like you're, for some reason captured by not just this song but by the feeling you have when a specific part or even just a note plays.
when ethel cain made her ring video i thought it was so cool everybody experienced this type of feeling bc i feel music through stage lights in my head but i dont want to just focus on music right now so going backkkkkk....
the crash: a crash is like a first time, its like a wave you dont expect. it elicits a feeling of surprise and when getting hit by a wave irl, followed by surprise could be a positive or a negative reaction. in this case its when a part of a song hits unexpectedly or when the sun feels like heat you've felt many years ago in a particularly good day that u wish u could go back to or really just anything that makes u feel like someone pulled you back & the feeling after surprise is a positive like ur inviting this feeling in and letting it sink.
consummation & the feeling of being consumed: this is the part where that feeling is sinking in...everything feels perfect, maybe its a feeling youve want before or a feeling youve been missing. either way it just feels right. and then somewhere somehow, ur the one sinking in it and you're completely consumed by that feeling.
there are so many moments in my life where i let a feeling consume me, that either be positive or negative. i overthink a lot, its who ive grown to be and its through overthinking where i was able to know what its like to be completely swallowed up by a feeling and where i was able to put this consuming feeling into not only thru overthinking but also thru more positive encounters.
and in the end of all of this, the whole process for me, basically leads to nostalgia and longing.
thats all heehee ^_^ might edit this l8r but im ending it here byeeeee
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Socialunrest
This is such a unique and true way of discribing this feeling. it honestly feels so good to find a song that gives both of those feelings, thats something most artists chase, In my case its something i've written.
Curious what causes this feeling internally...
it does feel so good to find that song or just to be able to experience that type of feeling, its one i look forward to and long for. my motivator these days tbh
it must feel so cool to have written something that brings out those feelings, as someone who creates i feel those feelings too when something clicks into place (the crash) and just reveling in it (consummation and the all-consuming feeling) ^_^
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