Small Rant

I'm ngl to you I'm feeling hella disappointed and a bit mad when I probably shouldn't be. So first off, there's this girl I kinda still have a crush on, and im pretty sure she had feelings for me too but dropped them and tbh it's kinda pissing me off on how she acts. We actually kissed once because we knew each other, but we had stopped being friends then made up a week later. It's like part of the day she talks to me and genuinely looks like she wants me around, but other days it's like she just pretends I'm some goofy background character. For some reason because of her I have these weird little emotional mood swings. But what really makes me upset at her is the fact that she still hangs around people who either talk bad behind her back, or only see her as some object. Like there are a ton of guys in my school that are way worse than I am, yet she would pick them over me in less than a minute. And it isnt like she knows them for a long time, they just appeared. Honestly I shouldn't be caring about what she does or who she is with, but for some damn reason I can't just drop how I feel and I always have to care about her. I hate how it feels so so much.

Anyways sorry for the complaining I just wanted to get this off my chest...

(This just a edit but apparently she was letting some dude grab her waist and made me visibly uncomfortable:D atp idk what I'm going to do with her)