AFTER SCHOOL

So like ever since hs started I have been overhwleming myself with like every and anything I could think of.. mostly cuz I needed distractions... but now I'm in 3 after school programs and I'm terrified for everything.

Originally, I was jus supposed to do band.. but now I'm in two other things AND ALL OF THEM INVOLVE PEOPLE! I HAVE A TRACK MEET THE 12, I HAVE TO PERFORM SEVERAL TIMES FOR BAND AND I MIGHT HAVE TO PARTICPATE IN A SCHOOL SHOW?!?!?? WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSLEF