How much I loathe you

I don't loathe anyone specifically. But I hate apathy. I hate how much I am willing to give someone my time, my effort, my attention and how little they care for it. To be told you're wanted, be told what they want to give you. It's all hope built to be ruined. It's a easy to them, but a pain for me. Save me my time and tell me you're incapable or that I'm simply not the one. Save me my time and tell me you don't see things the same anymore, or that you don't want to try. But if you do care, show me. Show me that you truly want it. Flowers, time, conversations, small dates. It's not hard. Speak, use your fucking words like a person. If I can give, why can't you? If I can communicate, what makes it so hard for you? And if you can't, say it & fuck off. I'm tired.