yayaayayayayay (1/27/25)

hi team!

ive tried to blog many times in my life, but stuff always gets in the way, so ill manage to post every once in a while, bear with me guys :) my names Bambi and I live up there by Oklahoma, so sometimes I lie and tell people im from Oklahoma. which is stupid because people think Oklahoma is more lame than Texas but honestly I think the opposite, maybe its a memory thing?

Anywho, I've made a little project for myself to combat some winter depression, I'll be trying out different ways of thinking (If that's a way to put it) and see what mindset makes me the happiest. I really mean everything, waking up and going to the gym at 5 am for a week. Being a doomer, maybe even a trad wife (jk) but that's more for me, because everybody thinks and feels different about certain things, I'll start this and log how my day was in tomorrow's post :)

Aside from all the boring stuff, I've really loved American truck simulator, but im a huge weirdo and I want to collect all the states and stuff before I even start trucking. I've grown from California through Arizona and New Mexico, Texas and Oklahoma. It's a lot of land to traverse but I still want the Pacific Northwest, Utah, I think they have Colorado too?? the plains and louisiana/arkansas. I've always loved highways and geography so this game is like mind porn for me lmfao. I'd buy them this second if I could but they're not having a sale so it's like 11 dollars, when I bought all of those states for 5 bucks a pop

My school does a block schedule and every "B" day I'm almost filled with dread because I don't like going to private lessons (or orchestra for that matter) but I feel bad because my teacher is the sweetest lady ever, maybe I'm just attaching her as an extensions of my orchestra teacher (who's also sweet, but really needs to retire, God) I also got sick last week and I've grown averted to cold deli meat and chocolate, which makes me sad because those are my two favorite foods forever, but now they look like fallout food :(

That's all I have to say for today, goodbye :)