jan 27

today i realized that i dont hate timothee chalamet anymore.. i really like him maybe because he starting acting like himself more? i was his biggest hater from 2019 until now. maybe this showed me that authenticity and being your true self makes people like you more ( i totally dooooont struggle with showing my true self to others).

i really dislike my job. i dont know why i always choose the jobs where i have to interact with people all day. i totally suck at this - i dont understand social dynamics in the corporate world, dont understand social cuesand for some reason people always take my jokes serious. im so happy when i quit so i can go to uni again. ☹

i wanna take more pictures again i think ill charge all my digital cameras buy film again and just go somewhere to take cool pics of myself and nature