Motivation

I seriously miss when I was motivated to do anything. With the election and the added on pushback to a lot of trans rights it's just made me unmotivated. I can't do what I need in one of my classes and I don't feel like trying much anymore. I can barely draw without being satisfied with a drawing. I have a class for working out and I can't even do it due to jealousy and envy of any of the guys in my class, it's unhealthy but it's become my life and I hate it. I wish things would get easier but it isn't. 

On the good note I got a job interview and I hope I get the job because I'm in desperate need of one.