LIL OLDER GOSSIP

sooo uh i forgot in which year it was but prob around 2024 and my friend lets call her maybe ramen, i dunno.

She was and is my friend, but during summer break last year she just trusted mochi and mochi was just cruel?? She called me names. 

I vented to my friends (online ones) and they said to send her message they wrote and she just sended it to my class group chat. 

I cried, I had identify crisis, I tried he/him pronouces and I loved them but just it was hard for me. So I just sticked to genderfluid ig. After she sended this to group chat they all took her side, I had bad breakdown and my mom asked me what happened. She read it all. She insulted me for using he/him pronouces and said it all was my fault. 

I just tried to express myself. Got told by ramen\ "oh and btw yk that no one likes you and that you dont have friend" ON MY BDAY. LIKE DUDE, EVERYONE FORGOT ABT MY BDAY AND I GOT TOLD BY PEOPLE I TRUSTED THAT NO ONE LIKES ME? I get it, I'm bad at showing my emotions but I'm just trying my best. 

I just still can't forget that even tho I forgave them.