I'm so dramatic

       I've been rotting in bed all day, overthinking every possible thing about my life, from my relationship, to my accomplishments. Maybe it's the hormone fluctuations from HRT but I feel SO over-dramatic about everything right now. I'm turning 20 in 2 months why do i still feel so young. Its like I'm 16 again from the overreacting and brooding to the emo mix-tapes. I mean I'm going thru puberty again so it makes sense but like ugh I hate my life right now plus it"s like mega embarrassing to go thru this all again in my late teen/early 20's.