hurt

the pain in my arm is unbearable, i keep talking about it because it hurts so fucking bad especially after the show i went to again tonight i probably shouldn’t have. the second they played the first song i got hit in the arm again despite my cast blocking most of the blow it still moved it. this guy was at the show too and i really don’t like him. i talked to him for a bit in 2023 and he doesn’t shower, is a drug head, and smells. he kept swaying and bumping into me on purpose i pushed him off. i don’t know how im gonna do ceramics or anything, screw my life why why why why. atleast i have february band to save me. i’ve been really loving them and alex g a lot, esp gretel and in your arms. also “kill yourself if you have tinder” that song is great. ive gotten more into sad screamo heartfelt music, and i’m not talking about mcr.. anyways im most likely going to the hospital later, the feeling in my fingers keeps going numb. my blythe doll is almost here im very very exited!! hope everyone is well.

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