not really sure what to do with myself.

i don't know to be brutally honest. no ones hiring again, same music im listening to, talking to the same people, playing the same games, buying the same food, doing the same overall routine.

nothing of any sort of interest other than reading and watching 1984 and then making some case study upon it. other than that there has been no change.

not sure where to end off now. the only thing ive got going is two years away, and even then. i might not be able to do that. yet social media keeps teasing me by showing me clips and footage from the thing i want to do.

perchance this is it.