Pain

Internal pain is hard to compare. If you fall and scrape your knee, you can measure the seriousness of the wound. And how to treat it. And so, decide whether or not it's worth mentioning. Everyone falls and scrape their knees. You wont remember it in a week. It's not worth mentioning. You break a bone. Well, then you have to mention it. To get the right treatment. You can't heal it yourself, your body need help. But i don't know what others feel on the inside. I don't know if my pain is worth mentioning. I don't know if i'll be the child who cry when it's not even bleeding. I don't know if people will look at me with pity or with annoyance. The best way to cope would be to tell someone. Ask for help to access whether it needs treatment or not. But that would bother them. Ans perhaps they have a bigger wound on their knee. They were mature enough to deal with it themself. To cope by themself. They didn't bother others. Yet if someone felt bad, even in the slightest, I would want them to tell me. And ask for my help. It's complicated. I suppose humans are well at giving advice but poor at taking others words to heart. Stubborn. And if I do not have scars to show for the times I felt bad, I will assume it wasn't that bad. And maybe it wasn't. Maybe it never was bad.