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I turned 19 last October, a new semester started and is nearly finished, it's nearly February, and I've got a 6 months gap from my last spacehey entry. I considered no blogging at all because of how so little I've got to put out on such digital platform, and that I'd rather write it or type it on a material that I can throw away or delete on the spot. Though there is nothing much significant going on in my life.
But does life have to be shifting, inconsistent, unsteady...?
Short answer is no. Peace is found in balance and never in tranquility, although life is sure is full of hitches left and right, there is always a way to perceive them as little to not disturbance and that's what creates stability.
Actions and motions are entertaining yet exhausting, winning and losing are enchanting yet it washes us out from our very ourselves. Like a long marathon. We do need a minute, an hour, a month, or even a year to sit back, and have nothing, and not do a thing about anything. All in a context that doesn't drive us to void for sure.
The more I observe into myself is equal to how much I learn about me and what surrounds me, it matters because it's interactive. Humans are social, it's my very bane of existence, and everyone's as well. Although it's a hard pill to swallow as I'm growing more distant towards people, and spite is filling me towards everyone, but I'm trying to find good in all people.
Lastly, I don't mind having nothing exciting, E-E-E-E-E-cstatic happening to me, I don't mind spending my day at class and come home to nap and binge watch shows, I don't have an issue being quiet or talking too much, because they all lead to one point, I will return to myself, to where there is only me.
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