Aniother vent bc thats all i ever rlly pst abt

SO i was dating this girl not the long ago, im gonna call her A. She was really nice and i had a really big crush on her but i wasnt sure i did actually did or not at first, anyway on the 21st i finally had the courge to ask her if she wanted to be my gf and she accepted. I was really happy to be her bf but then yesterday I was told but someone in my last period that A said how she never liked me. I was so heartbroken. A day before this happned my friend told me how A wanted things to go slower and i said it was fine since it was her first relationship, but then yesterday morning she told me she needed a break and i said that was fine as long as she was comfortable. But then back to last period, I cried a lot to the point i missed all of my last period bc of how much i was crying, ive had a crush on her for so long, i really thought she liked me back. i already knew that she was gonna break up with me though so i cried first period as well. when i got home i grabed my phone and i texted her saying "We need to talk" i explained that i was told how she never liked me, she said how she was sorry and stuff but then she said "I thought breaking up with you would be harder" thats what got me even more. Everything was fake, the holding hands, the kissing, the hugs, it was all meaningless. she never liked me.